惊醒

-7/3/2010-

sunday

今早..我被惊醒了..

很清楚地记得..时间是7.17a.m...

其实..我不懂当时自己是在发梦还是在干嘛..

只知道..

自己在哭泣..

而且还越哭越心疼..

疼的把自己给惊醒了..

连我自己也吓了一大跳.. [真搞不懂]

7.17a.m.还早嘛！就继续睡咯！

睡到十点整才爬起床..

可是..精神不是很好..就有种呆呆的感觉..

后来，要print‘文件’..带着pendrive..

谁知..到了那里..发现pendrive不见了..超想哭的！他_的！

靠！叫你去print东西..连pendrive都不见..搞错？！

妈：“你确定你有带？”

银：“我确定！刚还拿在手上的！” T.T

在街上找不到 =( 只好回家了..

呃..我竟发现pendrive在我的书桌..

结果中骂了........

妈：“明明就没带还硬说自己有带！你这两天是怎么了？神不守舍的！发什么梦？！” [只能说..妈生气了..]

嗨~也许是最近发生了让我不开心的事吧~害我这几天都没睡好~

其实啊..当某些不幸的事情发生时..真地会让人坐立不安且崩溃..

..不管是友谊上出了问题还是工作不顺利..

妈，其实我真的不高兴..不是因为你骂我..而是因为我心情真的很不好..

你也知道..他不和我说话，我有多在意..

现在..却是工作..

但我选择了不告诉你..

因为我已长大喇..不想你为我难过.. =)

其实前天的事..对我还蛮困扰的..

真的是个超特别的经验..让我这傻婆哭了.. =[

不过，我会学着收拾心情..毕竟还有很多个明天要过啊！

明天要工作..不想去..但我懂肯定不行..

陈银银！不能再孩子气了！想不去就不去！你已不是小孩喇！

~unhappy~

5-3-2010 Was a rainy day

Today..

Unusually for me..

Eyiin Tan..

Cry in class..

I feel very very very stress..

Cause my senior was no there..

She's gone fecth her baby to hospital..

So..the class was very noisy..children said:''Yes!Today teacher absent!''[WTD]

At the moment..whole class was mess..

The children very naughty and don't listen to me..

I'm disappointed..

Somemore..today was my first time to handle a class..

43 children in 1 class..but 4 of them absent.. =p

I don't know what can I do..I feel that..I'm unable to control them..I'm a xxxless teacher.. =(

Then.........

my tears fallen from my eyes....

Haiz....embarrased....

Er..just laught on me..I ''don't care''..

But please don't let me see..THX

I realise..I'm just a sister of the children..but not teacher..

But..so far okay la..got many teachers help me..

Thank you,teachers!I'll be strength!